One year ago today I was fired from my job. Fired, as in no more job, no more insurance, no more security and no more sense of self. Have you ever been fired before? It does something to someone mentally and physically. I started to think of what I could have done differently…which I admit there were a few things I could have done differently.
Being terminated makes you feel less of a man and I hated telling my wife that I was fired. Basicly telling her that her security has been swept from underneath her, oh yeah and she was pregnant. So, now how were we going to pay for this birth? When the baby gets here will we be able to feed him/her.
It was tough and the physical part is I think i ate my emotions and gained more weight, which was not good trying to fit into interview clothes.
After being unemployed for three months I found a new job:
I was so excited to get on with PetSmart as a dog trainer. Did I say dog trainer? I mean something happened and I did not get to be a dog trainer, so I was moved into a Management position. I was feeling on top of the world, new job, new role, new child.
Working in Management was not all that great, it was so foreign to me. It is funny, well not really, but my Manager at PetSmart told me once that I need “more confidence”. This punched me in the face. My old boss from the company I was fired from told me this multiple times and I was denied four times to be in management. I think after this was said to me I shut down at PetSmart and went on cruise control.
I mean really, HOW DOES SOMEONE GAIN CONFIDENCE! I still have not figured it out.
Well, I was on cruise control at PetSmart just trying to get my pay check, but I was able to meet a lot of new friends. Even though I was working at PetSmart I was still looking for a new job, nay a career and I found it.
After applying for three and a half years I was hired on at ATU. This is what I have been thinking about doing ever since I was a work study student in the School of Education. The life of academia is great and I cannot wait to get my Master’s in College Student Personnel.
To be continued…
Thanks for reading a dugs life.